tearful in love.

He's mad at me and keeps finding ways to blame it on me. He just seems like he's always negative and thats not how he usually is. usually he makes me happy and hes always happy and smiling and funny and sweet and now hes just got this attitude and i dont even complain about it im just walking down the hall with him and he says whats your problem your acting like you dont wanna be around me. gosh i hope he knows hes really breaking my heart right now. i love him and ive never loved anybody before in my life. i dont trust people ever and think love is a very important word and you dont need to throw it around. hes really killing me. im trying so hard not to break down right now and just bawl my eyes out, thats what i want to do right now just cry until i cant cry anymore, and the worst part about it is i told him we needed to talk later that it was important and i wanted to talk about it in person but not at school and he just dont even seem to care. hes still got this bad attitude and i just dont know what i did. I havent done anything wrong and even though i dont think i did i still apologized to him just to try and make everything better. all he said was why are you sorry and then when i was like for whatever it was i did to make you mad and he gets mad because he said hes not mad and nothing is wrong. i just dont know what to do at this point. my stomach is in knots and im tearing up so i guess im shuting up now. guna go watch beowulf.