Okay, so i hate getting behind in school. I'm honestly a decently smart person and my only problem is how unorganized I am and when I get behind thats when I start getting bad grades because I dont turn stuff in. So today im sitting here in english, feeling like death itself and im trying to decide if I should have came or not. I need to come to school so i understand things and i dont get behind but i dont know if i should be here seeing as how I cant breathe and I feel like im about to pass out. I hate being sick, its awful and I hate it. GRRRR. should i ignore the fact that i still dont feel good at all or should i just give up and go back to some doctors who have misdiagnosed me 3 times. i need a medicine man.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
Senior Year
Wow. I'm a senior. Thats absoultely crazy. I have talked about this year since i was in middle school and probably before then but now that its here, i'm completely scared. Terrified actually. I have no idea what i'm going to do with my life, what college i'm going to go to. I've got nothing. I mean lots of people in my grade right now they know their favorite college the one that they have always wanted to go to, not me, no idea. People all around me also have that sport or subject or something that they have always wanted to do, or that something that they are just really good at, their passion, their dream, I don't have a passion, heck I don't even have a dream. So, now im stuck here in this one year. When im supposed to be excited and pumped the best year of High School everyone says, and i'm stuck here thinking OMG. Who am I?
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