nothing.

blogging. i have nothing to blog about. usually i have alot to blog about but not today. today im blank. im just in one of those, i dont want to do anything kind of moods, its pretty lame. Im really tired too but i just layed in the bed this morning for like an hour, im not sleepy just tired, just feel like literally doing nothing. grrrr. this is so not cool. i want to be hyper but i just have no energy. none at all. boringggg. so boring. and my mind it doesnt want to do anything either. which is precisely the reason i have nothing to blog about, i mean if i just sat here and thought about it im sure i could think of something, but since i cant think, thats probably not going to happen, blahh. im going now, going to do nothing, to sit and stare, and do nothing. bye,

blahh this is bad sorry.

a bad idea. i have had alot of those. the bad ideas that i tend to have are taking my agression out on people. as in getting in fights. so the worst idea ive had was probably to challenge this guy that was like 6'3" 280 pounds to fight because i watched him hit his girlfriend, i've been hit so it really made me mad to see that and i wasnt going to just let her get messed up. The only bad part about this is he accepted the challenge and then beat my butt. Luckily he was arrested. so thats good. im sure it wasnt a bad idea i guess, i mean i had good intentions and what not but i dont know i probably should have just called some body or something. anyways. bad idea.

mhm mhm mhm the possibilities(:

this year is a big one for me. as it is for every other senior in my class. Were leaving for college. Growing up. Thats not the only changes i have in my life though. Not only am i going to college but im looking forward to it. I'm excited to be able to branch out more, speak my mind more freely, i feel like im going to be judged less, and even when im judged i feel like im going to be able to tell thouse people to bite me. i cant wait to see what else is out there here other peoples opinions and thoughts because owensboro is full of alot of bible beating judgmental people. im excited to be more independent, hopefully find another job that pays good. all i want to do is be heard, and in high school i dont think anyone really gives a rats who haw about what you have to say. maybe noone else in the world does either, but its easy to walk away from those people. anyways other possiblilites, a home of my own, a job, college, a car, a liscense, and who knows what else, im going to be something in this world, i can promise you that.

superstitions

hmmm. i guess i may believe in some superstitions but not really. i mean im not going to walk under a latter on purpose, or wait for a black cat to walk in front of me but if it happens oh well. spilling salt is another one im used to. I dont think that i believe in the fact that bad luck will come but my family is superstitious so i just do it out of habit i guess. i break too many mirrors to believe in that one. the kind of superstitions like saying bloody mary into a mirror or whatever, it kind of creeps me out a little bit, i dont guess it makes much since but im just weird i suppose. anywayss, so i dont think im superstitious.