Rain means leaving this world. When its raining outside and ive been having a rough time, i just like to go to my yard and stand there looking up, feeling to rain on my face. I forget all about my problems its like im washing my slate clean, I feel like im the only person in the world, its just me and no one else, not anybody, even anything. I just go numb, but its a good numb, its like for once i forget about my mom, i forget about heartache, about school, my brothers, money, everything. I feel undefeatable for once in my life. I feel important and in control, like nothing can move me. I love it. Until the thunder strikes, then i hurry my little butt in the house and call up the boyfriend to come save me (:
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