Its monday.

okay so this year is going by so fast and for like the past week me and jason have been fighting alot. finally i broke down last night and just cried my eyes out and we talked and im freaking out because my whole life ive wanted to get away from home and go to college far away acutally i wanted to go out of state but now that weve been together for a while and i cant stand being apart from him ive been thinking about going to wesleyan until he graduates and transferring but i dont want to be the girl that gives up her dreams for some guy, and also louisville keeps talking him about an art scholarship thing and hes like no no no i want to come with you so we can be together and so then i feel bad cuz i feel likes hes giving up his dreams and i dont want niether one of us to compromise but i also dont wanna spilt up so my heart and my head are ocnflicting and im stuck!