almost there

so its like 11:50 something and i just remembered i only have 9 blogs. so what to blog about, well ive decided to blog about jealous. because i seem to have a problem with that, me and my boyfriend well, i have friends that are guys and ilove them to death and of course i hug them and they text me and stuff like that and the other day i saw jason hugging some girl and i went off and then he was like baby were just friends and you hug guys all the time and ya know what hes right, but i know that me and they guys that i hug are just friends and nothing would ever happen between us, so i guess the way i was feeling earlier is the same way jason feels all the time, but im not just going to stop being freidns with my guy friends and i really dont wasnt jason to start hanging around a bunch of girls so i suppose i am holding a double standard or whatever. but i just odnt know what to do.